In the last few weeks, there have been many times when I thought about doing another post here. Each time I had some reason not to. Work, kids, exhaustion, repeat. I work a couple jobs to feed my addictions to shelter and food, so free time is limited. Nonetheless, I normally have been able to find the time to maintain activity here and on my social media page(s).
This last month, something really put a hitch in that. I am not able to pinpoint exactly what it was that broke my brain, but there were a few weeks there where I could barely manage those things I have to do such as meet expectations at my jobs, keep my children alive, and keep my house just below hoarders levels. Once I was done with all that, I couldn’t get myself to do much else.
Even though the first few weeks of this lock down further complicated and stressed me out, it seems to have reached some kind of equilibrium where my brain will now allow me to think and process again, so I’m back!
After the aforementioned month of struggle, I am finally able to make tangible process on my WIPs, and I once again feel like I may be able to do this writing thing. As I have posted before, I don’t think I will “quit” until I reach my goals, but I took an unexpected respite and now feel motivated to catch myself back up.
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have about 1,000 words of nonsensical notes to turn into readable content I can add to the sequel to Into the Night: Resurrection: Lost Love. Wish me luck!
Dawn Ludlow 